sayang i need u!!!

saaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaannnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggg! nk jerit kuat2! bia syg dgr! syg! i need u rite now, syg! bb perlu kn syg! bb nk luahkan prasaan bb kt syg! time cmni la airmata bb akn trun lju syg! sbb igt syg xde kt sisi bb time bb perlu kn syg..sllu nye syg la jd owg prtama dgr pe y bb nk cte..tp skg syg xde..bb nk luah kn kt sape syg? :'(

 tp xpela..anggap jela blogger nie syg kn? :) wlpon.. :( hmm..cmni cte die..syg...th x..bb konfius nie haa! syg igt x ary 2 bb ade pegi interview kt ramly burger 2? die ade cll td..bb ase die nk ambk bb keje..sbb die akn cll ble kite dpt jea kn? tol x? bb nk pegi yunk..tp kn ble ingt die kje ary sabtu cm biase kol 8-5 ptg ase brt lak at bb nie nk pegi syg..:( xth knp..

sayang! alangkn best klu blogger nie syg! ley smbng2! ley syg bg respon..:( ley nasihat kn bb..syg! cpt la dpt hp..bb nk cte sume! bb konfius nie..xde sape lg bb nk ngadu slaen syg,,:( 


I NEED U RITE NOW SYG MUSYUK MASYAM! :(

ak ase nothing! ak sunyi! :(

3 ary dh ak xupdate blog kn? sbb ak xblh nk pndang lappy la..pndng jea ingt kt my sayunk! so ak ambk kptusan letak jao2 lappy ak..bukan xnk igt kt die..tp ble ak tgk lappy jea tringt kt die..then menangis bagai nk rak! bengkak2 mata..yela kn sllu klu ak bosan, ak sunyi die sllu tmn ak ngn on9, skype ngn die, mcj gyt ngn die..nie ble ak sunyi sepi cmni..sape nk tmn ak? :(

seriously i miss u too much dear! lg2 time xwt pape nie..bosan, sunyi automatic tringt kt syg..:( miss u so much syg! kt sini jea y mmpu luahkn..nk luah kn kwn2 xsume kwn phm kn? :( ak miss nk gyt lame2 ngn die! ak miss nk text ngn die ble ak sunyi cmni! :(

ak igt lg time mlm last die dpt pgg hp sblom hp die kne ambk.. die ckp cmni.. :

syg : bearbie th x td cuk ngs..time mndy td..
ak : knp syg ngs?
syg : yela tringt syg ckp..'t klu bb sunyi, bosan bb nk mcj cll sape'..
ak : trharu nye dgr..mcm nk ngs..sebak gle weyh! tp ak thn..
syg : cuk sdey la ble ingt syg ckp cm 2..sian at syg..
ak : syg jgn la cm 2..pndai2 la bb jge dri k..:(

lpz jea ltk fon..ak ngs gle2! basah la bntal butuk ak 2 haa..sebak weyh! sdey! :( cepat la mase berlalu! ak xsgp idop berjauhan cmni! ak terseksa! :( ak ase nothing! ak xde pape! jiwa ak kosong! suke duk sowg2 then ngs..smpai ble sume nie nk berakhir! seriously ak xsggp! :(

*I MISS MY MUSYUK MASYAM OMOT TOOOOOOOOO MUCH!* :'(

die dah pergi..:(

pkol 6.30am ak kejutkn die sbb die y suh mlm smlm sbb die kata die nk ciap2..oke then ak cll la die smpai die bgn..agk2 kol 7lbey cm 2 die bertolak..sayu, sebak nye aty ak nie ble th y die nk pergi..hanye tuhan jea y th cmne prasaan ak meraung saket! :(

die tiba kt sane pkol 10lbey cm 2 la..die cll ckp die dh sampai then die ckp die nk serah kn hp dh..YA ALLAH! laju nye airmata ak jatoh..mcm air terjun! ak trz naek ats..sbb ak tkot parent ak th y ak ngs..time 2 ak dh rase nothing gle! ak dh mule termenung cm owg bodo! :(

ttbe kol 1..hp y ak letak ats meja berbunyi lagu "u always be my boo" berbunyi! ak terkejut! berlari ak dpt kn hp sbb hnye syg cll jea y akn bunyi lgu 2..time 2 ak appy sgt2 weyh! xde sape ley wt ak s'appy cm 2..tp...malang nye..bnd 2 kjp jea..sbb die dh mule sebok kt sane.. xpe syg..bearbie phm..tp bb sdey..bb ase sunyi! xde sape y tmn kn bb kt sini syg xde..bb nk on9 pon xde mod syg...

to my dear..jge dri k syg..bb ayg syg agt2! jujo bb saket idop mcm nie! bb rindu syg!! wlpon bru 1 ary syg pegi..bb xth pe akn jd klu 2bln syg! bb lmh..bb xkuat.. :'( <3

Hari terakhir ak melihat die sblom die pergi..:(

Tepat pada jam 5.49pm 31 December 2011 (SABTU) die dtg sbb ak teringin sgt2 nk jumpe die tuk kali trakhir sblom die pergi esok..seriously ak sebak ble tgk die..ak xth knp prasaan cmni ade..ak mcm xrela die pergi..saket sgt2 bg ak! L

Dlm mase y same ak xbpe nk sht ak kua msok toilet jea.. badan ak lemah sgt2..tgn,kaki ak sume mengigil..bdn ak ase pns..n ble igt die akn tgl kn ak esok..ak ase..ak lg xbermaya…ak xkuat tuk lalui sume nie! L

sebak gle mlm nie! :(

ak xsuke perasaan mcm nie mebelenggu ak! ak benci! mula la ak jd pnyeyap! xde mood nk ckp ngn sape2! duk dlm blik terperap jea then ngz...klu bnd cmni berterusan bdn ak gerenti akn susut..sbb dlu ak prh ade prasaan cmni then my bby rara ckp bdn ak trun..nmpk ketara susut.. tp my sayunk dh pesan..bdn turun siap! cm anew? :(

th x esok ak ade 1 interview kje..tp ak xrase berdebar or ketar langsung..sllu ade jea prasaan 2..tp kali nie xde langsung..sebak nie lebih dr segale2nye..pale otak ak asyk pikir kn psl die..pkr bukan2! pkr ape akn jd pd ak slme die xde..

YA ALLAH! KENAPE AKU ADE PRASAAN MCM NIE! AK XKUAT TOK LALUI SUME NIE! :'(

Today! 30 December 2011…

Jmpe lg dgn my dear..jgn jlz..hehe..ary2 mau jumpe maa! Xjumpe meroyan t..haha.. yela kn.. lg pon die nk pergi dh ary ahad nie (1/1/2012) die pergi tgl kn ak slme 2bulan 2mggu cm 2..lme kn? Sbb 2 la ak nk jumpe die ary2 sblom die pergi..nnti ak rindu kt die..:(

Th x ak jd sebak ble my sayunk ckp cuba pndang mata die..t rindu..tp ak xblh nk tenung lme2 sbb ak th ak xkuat..ak akn ngz ble ak pndng mata die..sbb ak xsgp die pergi tgl kn ak..xde die kt sisi ak..sbb ak sayang die sgt2.. berat aty nie ble die ckp die kne pergi..:’( die blom pegi pon ak dh sdey mcm nie..xde slera mkn dh..t die xde kt sisi ak? Ak xth la nk ckp pe..TUHAN SAJE Y THU CMNE PRASAAN AK SKG NIE..:’(

Nnti Xde sape nk wt ak glk..xde sape y loye brok ngn ak t..xde sape y ckp ‘anje mutuk! Lalat ingap!’ ak akn rindu sume 2! :’(

Ak kne kuat..ak xley tunjuk dpn sayunk y ak ase nothing! Y ak sunyi! Tnpa die..nnti die xtenang kt sane..pape pon sayunk jage dri k nnti? Nnti syg kt sane xde sape y nk tegur syg..syg xdgr bb mrh2 lg.. syg jgn gatal2 k? bb cye syg! Syg igt! Bb tggu syg dkt sini..love u too much SHAZWAN NIZAM.. I’ll miss u dear.. :’(

KENANGAN TERINDAH..

29 DECEMBER 2011 adalah kenangan terindah bg ak..sbb ak hangout dgn y tersayang.. sumpah ak appy sgt! Dpt berkepit 1 ary ouh dr pg smpai mlm..bkn sllu dpt kn? Klu jmpe pon sllu nye kjp jea xdela smpai 1 ary cm ary nie.. kteowg g KLCC alorw tmpt owg kaye2 2 haa..hehe..poyoz jea! Ajet2 jea g sane kn? Ajet2 jd owg kaye kjp..walaupon..mlz la nk ckp..phm2 sndr la kn..hehe..;)

My sayunk bnjer tgk wyg..cte omputih..pe kejadah tah nme nye..lupe la pulak! Adeh! T ak dh ingat ak gth kowg k? coe..nyayok kjp byk mkn semut la kata kn..ahaha..

Sumpah nie kenangan terindah..sbb nie kali terakhr ak akn hangout apy2 cmni ngn die..sbb 1hb JAN 2012 my sayunk xde dh kt sini..sdey nye ak! Menjanda kjp.. I’ll miss u dear..:’( t sayunk dh balek kte g honeymoon k? time sayunk blek syg kaye kn? Jgn lpe bini lak k time kaye 2..bb nk rasmi kn dlu.. Hehe.. :p

Thx 2 my dear make me appy today! Sayasayangawaksangatsangat! <3 <3

musyuk aye suke wt muke! benci aw! benci2 ttp syg aw! hehe..
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